Believe In Your Heart

That’s Kuroshio Sea, 2nd largest aquarium in the world and I spend most of my nights lately watching that clip before bed. The song and lyrics 'Please Don’t Go' by Barcelona interprets personally to me how success and opportunities come our way but sometimes we over look the positive side of life and doubt on our capabilities even before trying. For me life is all about taking risk, going out there and putting our foot forward in whatever it may be. I don’t want my dreams to pass me by, I can’t afford to let my passion go, for if it happens so...I may lose control of where I stand and life’s fulfillment.

Look at the sea, fishes both big and small of many kinds swimming along, its like world of opportunities which offers us a great variety of amazement, we don’t just want to be spectators and watch them swim by, captivate and capture every moment given for dreams are made believe and that’s the reason why I’m in for this years Miss World Malaysia.

I’ve been watching pageants on TV since a little girl, even mommy was still modeling with me 3 month in her…haha..funny to imagine but maybe that’s how I develop my interest and I remembered once in primary when I was asked to fill up the occupation column with 3 choices from the most preferred to least preferred and I wrote in prime minister , Miss Malaysia, actress. The teacher later told my parents about it during report card day and since then mom knew what a brave ambitious little girl I was and has been supportive of everything I laid my faith upon. I’ve actually been waiting year by year to join and this year I just knew I was ready, both mentally and physically : ) This is the calling and I'm here today with a big heart to accept and take this chance to pursue my life long dream and to believe in my heart that something wonderful is about to happen.

What drives me and motivates me to pursue this opportunity with all I have is how much I know I must be responsible over my family especially after a financial downfall, nothing has been the same, tough is the word but we keep close with faith and encouragement from each other, That's what keeps us strong and I know I have to grab on to this chance because I not only need it as a break, but my family too as this would open up to better level of opportunities and ways I can develop my goals. My parents have given me the best and I want to play my part giving whatever possible so we can be on solid ground again. I’ve been juggling work and studies which isn’t the easiest thing to do but it teaches me how to appreciate and value wisdom because without this it’s almost impossible to have such courage to go on and take this challenge at this part of my life. I know what I want and I know I’m able to pull us through, it not only pays my bills but sets me apart of how I should lead my life.

'To dream anything that you want to dream. That is the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed'. -Bernard Edmonds